Thursday, November 19, 2009

trying to stay strong.

I've tried not to focus on the fact that a year ago this week life as we knew it changed drastically, but after receiving frustrating news about Luke's potential holiday work schedule all I really feel like doing is crying. It's been a year of changing our lifestyle, of putting many of our dreams on hold, of trusting God and learning how to love and support each other no matter what. I know one day we'll get the good news we've been hoping for, but lately it just doesn't feel like it. I try not to question God too much-- I know His plan is far superior to mine. But today I just want to know why.


Margaret said...

I'm really sorry, Liz. We are still praying for you guys. I can only imagine how hard it is. At least this week, we all get to see each other a lot! :)

stephanie said...

I'm sorry. It's been a rough year. Keep hanging in there.
I've had several moments recently where I too have wanted to ask "Why?" so I can relate to a degree.
Love you.

Heather L. said...

i'm sorry Liz. I haven't heard the work news yet, but sounds like not good. :( We'll be thinking of you guys.

sam said...

you two are in our prayers. hang in there!